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Today's is day ten on my ten day count down to better times. It can only get better things get thrown at me and I don't always know how to take it but I do know that writing on here or in my journal seems to help to process my thoughts. I by no means have more answers then when I started just learning different outlets. I am really excited to go to counseling appointment tomorrow its my first one but I know that it will help put me and keep me on the right path . I am finding it much easier to smile at the little things in life . I am learning that by working on forgiving those around me that I have felt hurt by . I realized that if I want people to accept me for who I am I have to accept them for who they are I might not always agree with their views or choices but they are entitled to feel and do what they choose just as I am . It is much easier said then done but its a healing process moment by moment, min by min . I love my parents but I do not have to agree with them or do what they think I should do . I no longer want to carry their thoughts and views of the world I now want to come up with my own. I know that my voice is worth hearing and even if no one wants to listen I still have one , the issues around me are only as bad as I allow them to be and people only have as much power as I let them. I am not sure whats in store for me next but I do know that it can only get better and with one foot in front of the other I walk the path that God has intended for me to walk listening to my inner voice allowing the true me to speak. I know this will not be an easy journey but one worth taking :)