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who I was is not who I am
A page in the diary "A week On my anti Depressants"
Written by Bella500 May 10, 2010 22:43
I often find myself in these thought processes of feeling shameful for situations that I involved myself in in the past. But it needs to stop the past needs to stay there I must recognize the feelings but also work through them and past them I can not play victim to who I use to be or where I use to be. Who I am I now I am a person full of love and compassion who wants to make the best of my life .I want to be all I can possibly be and be as positive and loving as possible . I need to stick up for myself and create an a life where I am happy with my choices I have made I know I will get there lol day by day . I am so thankful to be at this point where I am I just pray I can work through all this I am sure I can I just keep visualizing my life as a more loving self full of light it seems to be working .