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what am I worth ? wow a ton more then I ever thought . It amazing how we talk to our self isn't it ? as I take a step back and start looking into the things I say to myself I begin to see how insulting they are . Where did I hear this well it started at an early age I can tell you that . now I must back track and reclaim my mind . I must learn to say kind words to myself I must learn who is within me that child that I have told to disappear all these years she can finally come out. I can finally say to her and what do you want and who are you.Well I can start by telling you who I dream of being . I want to be a light in a dark room, a person people love being , a person who's heart is shown with a smile. When people are around me I want them to feel good vibes and see inner beauty flowing out ward, when I sing I want people hearts to open and for them to feel like Ive spoken to there heart, I want to be free spirited and full of energy amd love when my name is mention I want people to think of me as someone full of love and light always able to be kind and have a open heart. I must learn to truly forgive those that have hurt me and most importantly myself . I must learn my worth all over again and I can not depend on someone else to show me or tell me I must see it one my own . :)